im not very satisfied wif my results..
espciallu my Amath one..
coz i only got 60/100
'N' Emath got 83/100
chinese got 57/100
chem got 31/50
still duno the rest yet..
hopefully the rest of my results dun disappoint me..

well, just received a bad news from Ms gina that i didnt score that well for Amath..
hais..
guess i didnt spend much time on Amath..
i focus too much on ther subj..

anyway, fri, went cruise wif family....
its was FUN !!
kinda bored at times but i spend my boring time in casino looking at ppl win and lose money..
HAHA !! the great thing is, none of the security ask mi how old am i !!
im so happy lor.. i can walk in and out like as if im legal to go in..
sat morning, sis, don, bro and darren went swimming earli in the morning at 7am..
den they came back at 8.30am and headed for brkfast..
ytd night, went for bollywood to hollywood party
den got nothing to do so went to play monopoly.. HAHA !!
super fun..
i dun wan2 elaborate..
today morning, had brkfast and getting rdy to go home..
totally got not enuff slp...

today, afternoon, went out wif bro and rio's family..
we went, for lunch at mac, den to tamp safra for bowling..
that safra quite quiet one..
not open to public.. rio's father is the member of the safra after his NS..
so we can go in..
play 2 games of bowling den went for ice-cream at haggen dazz and homed..

im quite satisfied wif how i spent my weekend after my prelims..

todae, i did badly for my Emath paper1..
have lots of careless mistake liao..
11marks gone la.. hais..
hopefully i will do well in P2..
now, lefft wif Emath P2, Amath P2, phy&chem and geog..
woohoo !! fri cruise !

4 papers completed and 8more papers to go !!
im so happy that i manage to do part of my SS today..
but still got no confidence that i will pass..
and i couldnt believe that i cant do a trigo qn !!
wth la...
nvm.. its over.. hope can still score well..

i will not let anyone spoil my study mood..
i will study hard no matter what...

FINE ! IM NOT MUGGING FOR MY PRELIMS AT ALL !!
whats the point of studying right ?
if i dun wash the clothes, would u??
all u will say is tmr den wash la.. if not den wait for mummy come back den wash la..
FINE !! take it that im the smart alec that wan2 wash everything..
i dun have CCA, NO TALENT at all !!
u have such good talent in dancing..
u think all these dancing will u make u famous or a good dance ??
let me tell u this..
u go for performance, or any dinner its just a waste of time..
if u win something, what isit ??
a cert ? trophy?? medal ??
u think all these help u in ur future ?? u going to dance till u die ??
i know u are going for dancing coz its something new to u and our family..
u may be the unique one dancing..
how many time do u actualli spend time at home in a month ??
30DAYS AND HOW MANY DAYS AT HOME ??
or mayb i should say how many time dinner at home ??
im not jealous that u can dance and i cant..
just that dance is spoiling our sister and family relationship..
if u duno that, let me tell u this.. soon our family would be in pieces..
mummy ?? monthly cruise..
u ?? 5 times a week dance at night and work everyday..
bro ?? computer and nothing else..
daddy ?? work, home, tv and sleep..
me ?? soon going out to stayover..
i dun care if u're goin to blame me for going out to sleep..
its not that im always thinking negative-ly..
mum always hack care bro already..
she just think that mi and br is those type that study or nt also die..
u are those that study days before exams and can get good grades.. true..
she think so highly of u..
she think u are good in studies and MAYB GOOD IN DANCE..
so good in dance for what ?? family is not good..

from now on, im just goin to wash my hands of everything !!
forget it la.. why must i bother so much ??
end up getting all the blames..

why isit that i always get the blame when things goes wrong ??
isit really my fault for not keeping the house tidy ??
mum was only gone for 4days.. i do have my prelims to study but who the fuck spare a thought for me ??
mum cames back just now den saw 3 pails of clothes not washed..
den scold mi for not washing it..
she asked why table got unwanted stuff
and bro just say its my fault..
i have been washing clothes every night...
daddy helped to mop and sweep the floor before he leaves for work everyday..
what else had big sis do other den coming home late, leaving her clothes unwashed in the pails
waiting for me to wash and helped mi hang those clothes ONCE ytd night..

i've had enough of all these..
why cant mummy stop going cruise ??
always leave the family..
just came back today and going again on 21aug..
and next month, going another time..
im sure there's more cruise for her in future..
the wonder sis is becoming more like her..
getting out of control soon..
bro also another one..
study also dun wan2 study..
curse him retain in sec2 for afew more years
better still, quit studying..

Hope parents wont blame me for nt scoring well in exams..
stop apologizing for neglesting family coz of ur dance..
its useless.. how many times had u said that u will try to come home
after dance to have more time spent wif family..
im sick of hearing the same stuff..
u said that u would help bro every night wif his studies...
but all these onli last for less den 5days..
den now ?? u just see him play sudden attack everyday...
wait till he retain, u guys will just be worried for him
but i WONT be worried for him.. i WILL laugh !!

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haha ! this one is my sis tell me one..
well, on mon and tues, had 'O' Emath mock exams..
im kinda quite satisfied with my paper1 results..
although i passed by abit, im still happy.. got 46/80
for those ppl that didnt pass, dun be sad.. this is only MOCK..
there's still 'O's..
well, lets all study hard for 'N' prelim coz its 6days away !!

today sch's national day celeb wasnt that great coz no band..
at first the atmosphere wasnt that good..
but durin community singing, everyone get more high..

well, im looking forward to the atmosphere on 9Aug at the float..

ytd, went vivo again..
i guess ppl who have been reading my blog would know why i go vivo..
had dinner there and collected my phone too..

after dinner, went open space wif bro and dad to see the sea and cruise(:
how i wish i could go cruise wif friends..
mummy allows but friend's parents dun allow..
hais..
had brunch wif Rio downstairs den i bring him go downstairs cycle for awhile..
he's tired already den now sleeping in my room..
todae, im gonna be a good girl.. i'll be studying for geog.
hopefully somethings go in..

off to study !

just in case i forgot, good luck to my sis..
she's having her dance competition now..
sorry cant be there to see u coz tickets to ex..
wish u all the best..